14th March 2013
I feel in peace with myself today. I feel
that no matter what happens tomorrow, it will be for the good and I’ll find my
way towards what I seek. A lot of things have changed since yesterday, mainly
my perspective. I met Nithya after a long time yesterday. We spoke about a lot
of things. She told me many stories – of Shankar, radhika, sai sir and hers
too. I will remember these for a long time , I believe. And more than that, I
ll remember the lesson all of this taught me. That do not always udge people
from ur point of view. Step out and try to think from their perspective. If you
cannot, remember that everyone has their own story. One can make people realise
their mistake, or just forgive them for it . Life is too small to hold grudges
and end relations over trivial issues. One should know that one has flaws too.
I had an issue with nithya, with radhika
and so many others. I blamed them, made myself the drama queen. And just gave a
fancy lecture and left them. I did not give anybody a second chance. I never
tried to stick with them, understand or reform them. I did the easiest thing of
leaving them. I have no right to act like the wronged . I have total control of
who and how people can affect me ? I love sympathising with myself, that’s the
truth.
Sid was right. Even if you don’t like a
person, don’t go all out and hate them. You really don’t know what they are
going through. And, never expect a person to behave the way you want. Life does
not revolve around you. When things peeve you, step out of your skin, look at
the problem in a detached state and then evaluate your stand.
Meeting Nitya made me realise one more
thing we forget in the onslaught of the moving world. Do what you love and live
life king size. One should not get intimidated by whats bigger and better. What
another is doing ! One should do that which gives one pleasure and excitement.
Insecurity arises when you are afraid of losing a title, a possession. But when
you do something you love, it will stay with you. Like a true lover. Like life
to a living soul.
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